I cannot type so well, my hands hurt and they are shaking, but its the first opportunityh i've had to make a record of what is happening. (me and everyone else.) on sofa, blanket, misa asleep in bed. concern for her and for myself; everyone. PAIN (abdominal, chest -- lungs?). May be important to assemble notes.
Began to experience iiregularities more than a week ago, on Sunday. My hearing -- on the way to the kitchen, met a new B
. Stranger than most, which is saying something. couldnt hear everything said to/around me. auditory hallucinatns? disasscoiation?
Monday -- episodes continue. fatigue.
- Rose garden room
. Light (bassist) -- ill, hears things, dreams. Near. hostile Mello -- from lights world. B had told me Light told him something was going around -- light denied.
- met new Near
who claimed to be android, also a melllo and a light -- all w/o incident.
Tuesday -- more fatigued. green. weakness. motor control.
- another new B
. v innocent.
- female Light
-- false protestations of concern -- good cake.
wEdnesday -- more. more. more. dizziness began.
- new Matsuda
. Light lost. if we get past this, want to consider it further. distracted during conversation, thought i saw -- what was it? can't remember.
- FOUND BODY IN KITCHEN
. green slime. decomp. spoke begging for help. ruptured, sprayed mello, me. near slipped in slime. many people in room. something about footprints? can't remember. showered as soon as I could and disposd of clothing.
weds or thurs -- walked with Beyond (is harmless for now) -- slime in sugar bowl
. vanished. beyond sick -- fevers, dizziness. afraid of watari, says he "makes ppl disappear." -- does he know I make ppl disappear.? gave me health lecture.
**Illness worse w/ contact to things/people?**
Thursday -- more. more. more. more. all more extreme. fever. urgency -- tried to finish what I could.
- 3rd new B of week
-- call him Cipher. fragile.
- had long convesration with Elle
(inexperienced). asked him -- keep eyes open & report if necc. watch light.
- kitchen. spoke with mel
. can't remember much -- something abt red near?
- also spoke w. Mihael. **CONTAGIOUS** -- green discharge symptom -- eyes, mouth. Near sick.
- Went to bar to talk to Red Near
. Cannot remember why -- almost delirious.
- **Lost consciousness after returning to kitchen.**
High fever. Bathed & carried back to room by a number of people. (Watari, first new B, and ? can't remember.) Humiliating.
(Room location now seems common knowledge?)
Friday -- all symptoms. Slept. High fever fluctuates. Abdominal pain.
- M very worried. I did what I had to, think she understands.
- B who helped came to visit
. Feels like a dream -- I remember little.
Saturday -- all symptoms. Slept. Fever down. More pain. Hiding it from M for now.
- Mello visited
. Is caring for Near -- Odd.
- Misa sick. Her hand is green and cold.
Sunday -- all symptoms. Less dizzy, less fever. More ab pain. Pain in chest. Still sleeping.
- Pink-san visited
-- worried. Lectured me (as if there arent 10 Ls here).
- Misa sicker than I thought. Green in her eyes, on her back. Still wants to nurse me. Hate that she is suffering.
- Late at night -- body in corridor, repteition of events in kitchen
. Do not think Misa experienced similar event.
Monday -- further lessening of initial symptoms. fever fluctuates with body ache. More pain.
- Watari visited
. I was honest. Found obv heart murmur.
Today -- More pain. Burning pain. Fever receding, occasioanl flare. Breathing problems.
Do not know how much time I have -- must get out of room as soon as I can. Even an hour at a time -- two -- enough, my hands are shaking