::she nods slightly against his shoulder, gently rubbing his back in a slow motion in what she hopes is comforting::

I felt much the same the first night I came here. Even for a little while afterward, I was unsure if I should allow myself to believe...
But, still, I want you to know, that no matter what happens, I will always love you L. I want you to take all the time you need to feel comfortable again.