::another squeeze of his hand and a soft smile:: I'm so glad. I've been thinking a lot about it, too. ::her smile fades and she looks down at their hands, clutching to his, now with both of hers::
The second thing is about my family. I want to contact them somehow. I've heard of a room where letters can be sent back home and another where a video phone call can be made. I'd like to do that if this next part isn't possible. ::a soft sigh:: I would really like to bring them to our world. I miss Nori and her husband and most of all I miss my nephew. They wouldn't have to know anything, the worlds are likely similar enough that they would have no idea they were even moved. It would be nice, when you cannot be around, if I would be able to spend time with them. ::she speaks as if she knows it's a losing battle, as if she already knows there's no way her wish will be granted.:: I'm sorry. I know it's so selfish. I have more with you than I ever thought possible. But, I miss them so much, it hurts. I just keep thinking about going through my life and not having them there in some way; Nori and I were there for each other through everything, through ups and downs, loses in our family - I was the maid of honor in her wedding and I always wanted her to be standing there with me, too. And then if we decide to have kids, and helping her raise her children, holidays and birthdays-! ::one of her hands leaves his to cover her eyes, the other holding on to his hand for dear life:: Everything I'll miss in their lives and everything they'll miss in mine-it's like loosing my parents all over again, except at least with them there was some sort of closure; in this situation I'll always know they're alive, they're out there and there's no chance I'll ever see them again and I'll always worry if they're alright. ::a small sniff and she wipes her eyes, now large and shiny, then places her hand back over his, giving a soft smile:: It's okay if you say no, I won't be mad and I'll never hold it against you. I know you won't like the idea and I don't blame you at all. I think I just wanted you to know how I felt about it. I know there are plenty of other factors I'm probably not even considering.
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Date: 2010-07-05 02:28 pm (UTC)From:I'm so glad. I've been thinking a lot about it, too.
::her smile fades and she looks down at their hands, clutching to his, now with both of hers::
The second thing is about my family. I want to contact them somehow. I've heard of a room where letters can be sent back home and another where a video phone call can be made. I'd like to do that if this next part isn't possible.
::a soft sigh::
I would really like to bring them to our world. I miss Nori and her husband and most of all I miss my nephew. They wouldn't have to know anything, the worlds are likely similar enough that they would have no idea they were even moved. It would be nice, when you cannot be around, if I would be able to spend time with them.
::she speaks as if she knows it's a losing battle, as if she already knows there's no way her wish will be granted.::
I'm sorry. I know it's so selfish. I have more with you than I ever thought possible. But, I miss them so much, it hurts. I just keep thinking about going through my life and not having them there in some way; Nori and I were there for each other through everything, through ups and downs, loses in our family - I was the maid of honor in her wedding and I always wanted her to be standing there with me, too. And then if we decide to have kids, and helping her raise her children, holidays and birthdays-!
::one of her hands leaves his to cover her eyes, the other holding on to his hand for dear life::
Everything I'll miss in their lives and everything they'll miss in mine-it's like loosing my parents all over again, except at least with them there was some sort of closure; in this situation I'll always know they're alive, they're out there and there's no chance I'll ever see them again and I'll always worry if they're alright.
::a small sniff and she wipes her eyes, now large and shiny, then places her hand back over his, giving a soft smile::
It's okay if you say no, I won't be mad and I'll never hold it against you. I know you won't like the idea and I don't blame you at all. I think I just wanted you to know how I felt about it. I know there are plenty of other factors I'm probably not even considering.
((ooc: Whew! Two misfires!))