::She listens and she can tell even just from his body language how much this is hurting him and it brings new tears to her eyes. She brings his hand to her lips, kissing it repeatedly:: I understand. I'm sorry. I feel like-like I shouldn't have said anything, but I don't want to keep anything from you. I can't keep anything from you. All I have to do is see you and every wall I put up for everyone else crumbles. But, I like that. I like being able to be so close to you. ::Her free hand wipes at her eyes:: I think I feel like I'm disappointing them in some way. Like I'm deserting them. I hate the idea that they're somewhere in the world, hating me, and I can't do anything about it. ::a shake of her head:: But, I'm being so selfish, and that's worse. To take them from their lives- Akito wouldn't grow up with grandparents, aunts and uncles like I did. It will only be on his Father's side, but those people will still be there. ::Moving his hand, she cradles it against her cheek, continuing to kiss his wrist:: Thank you for listening. I am still commited to you, completely. I can get along without them, it's obvious from all the time I've been here. But, I can't get along without you. I know I'm making the right decision. ::This time, she slides beneath his arm, cuddling as close as she can to his body:: I love you. Thank you for taking care of me. I'm sorry I can be a handful sometimes, I'm such an emotional person, but I know you'll do what's best for us. I trust you completely. Everything will be better once we get back to our world.
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Date: 2010-07-06 05:45 pm (UTC)From:I understand. I'm sorry. I feel like-like I shouldn't have said anything, but I don't want to keep anything from you. I can't keep anything from you. All I have to do is see you and every wall I put up for everyone else crumbles. But, I like that. I like being able to be so close to you.
::Her free hand wipes at her eyes::
I think I feel like I'm disappointing them in some way. Like I'm deserting them. I hate the idea that they're somewhere in the world, hating me, and I can't do anything about it.
::a shake of her head::
But, I'm being so selfish, and that's worse. To take them from their lives- Akito wouldn't grow up with grandparents, aunts and uncles like I did. It will only be on his Father's side, but those people will still be there.
::Moving his hand, she cradles it against her cheek, continuing to kiss his wrist::
Thank you for listening. I am still commited to you, completely. I can get along without them, it's obvious from all the time I've been here. But, I can't get along without you. I know I'm making the right decision.
::This time, she slides beneath his arm, cuddling as close as she can to his body::
I love you. Thank you for taking care of me. I'm sorry I can be a handful sometimes, I'm such an emotional person, but I know you'll do what's best for us. I trust you completely. Everything will be better once we get back to our world.