The wonder that's keeping the stars apart

[firm_detective]

L sits on the sofa, reading a book, waiting for Misa to return from the kitchen. When he hears the door opening, he doesn't look up.

"Misa, we need to talk about something."

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[misamisal.livejournal.com]

::she nods slightly and speaks in a voice that seem to stem straight from experience::
I know. It frightens me, too.

[firm-detective.livejournal.com]

*Again, he seems to have trouble summoning his next words.*

I lie a lot. Not to you, but to everyone else. Not as much, since I've been here, but it's how I am.

*I also lie to you, but not often, and not lately. He continues to slowly caress the back of her head.*

[misamisal.livejournal.com]

::she gently runs her fingers across his skin, her ear still to his chest::

It's alright. I lie a lot, too. Though, not so much here, as well. Sometimes lies aren't as destructive as many seem to think. Sometimes they can save our lives.

[firm-detective.livejournal.com]

I do not think it's destructive -- not for me, anyway. But I don't trust people. I think about all this, and I worry that it won't last. I worry about leaving you, or losing you, because those are the two most likely outcomes, no matter what I want to believe at the moment.

*He sighs, sounding frustrated.*

In any case, I know that I don't plan to leave or lose you now.